About a month ago, my mother decided she wanted to show me the video of when I was born. For some odd reason, I got an erection while watching it. Since then, I have made a copy of the video and masturbated to it at least 20 times.
My mother is a very attractive lady which might be part of the reason it turns me on so much. I hate the fact that I get off to this, and I want to be able to quit.
No one knows about his except myself. I debates on telling my parents or my sister, but I decided it was better to keep it to myself. Am I wrong for doing this?
Should I tell my mom or should I keep it to myself?
I know it's fucked up that this turns me on, but this video gives me the best orgasms I have ever had. I want to stop before someone finds out and it ruins my life.
Edit: Okay a bunch of people have commented asking questions so I will try to answer most of them. I masturbate about 4-5 times a day, but it's not always to this video. I don't know what part of the video turns me on. Some of you think it's because I know it's wrong, and some of you think it's because of my mother's attractiveness. Some of you think I should tell my family (although you're probably being sarcastic) and some of you think I should keep it to myself for as long as I live. As of now, I decided I am not gong to tell my parents or my sister. I am just going to keep it to myself for now. Many of you also suggested that I should burn or throw away the tape. For now, I am not going to get rid of the tape. I have it hidden in my room where hopefully no one will be able to find it though. If I decide to do any of these things I will update you guys. Thank you to everyone who has been giving me advice and helping me, I really do appreciate it.